Whats Up MotherFuckers!!

August 17, 2010 9:53 AM

HELLO MOTHERFUCKERS!!

last few days in the gym..despite all that i've been through, i am surely gonna miss this guys due to all the time that we spend together be it funny or bad times.. from them i realized and learn alot of things which i myself dint realized...

they make me feel that i have company and im not alone...they are fun to talk to and i can talk to them openly...through them i actually learn my weakness and im am very sure that i would not let that weakness comes in my way anymore...

whatever it is, im still trying my best to get this guys to bond even closer eventhough im running out of time but its worth the try though...will be having our most likely last dinner together as a group this friday down at bugis... really hope that it will turn out well...

Bottomline is they are the greatest gift i could get in my life and im very sure i am gonna miss the company like crazy...

CHOWW OOII SSAAII MOTHERFUCKERS!!!

August 16, 2010 10:11 AM

HELLO MOTHERFUCKERS!!

its been a looonnnggg time since i last blog...i thought i would never blog again.. but here i am having a lot to say but tooo freaking lazy to type... let start with the thing that bothers me the most for the past few weeks... being attached in the gym was a great thing but the idea of realizing that none of your group member actually like you make it really hard especially when im the manager.. i think i kinda dig my own grave without realizing it...

at first it doesnt really bother me.. look at me man, i had been on my own for soo many years and theres nothing that i cannot handle... but i realizing that this is the one thing that i cannot handle... knowing that people are not what u think they are and u are feeling insecure cos u dont know what to do or how to react... and this sucks cos it kinda bothers me like alot...

so i tried to change things and try to be good to this people so that in return they would atleast put aside their personal feeling, forget the past and like judge me accordingly... it is very very very unfair to me... but wth, nothing in this world was fair to me anyway... kinda had to suck it up..

BOTTOMLINE IS, MY LIFE SUCK VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!

CHOWW OOII SSAAII MOTHERFUCKERS!!!