its been a looonnnggg time since i last blog...i thought i would never blog again.. but here i am having a lot to say but tooo freaking lazy to type... let start with the thing that bothers me the most for the past few weeks... being attached in the gym was a great thing but the idea of realizing that none of your group member actually like you make it really hard especially when im the manager.. i think i kinda dig my own grave without realizing it...

at first it doesnt really bother me.. look at me man, i had been on my own for soo many years and theres nothing that i cannot handle... but i realizing that this is the one thing that i cannot handle... knowing that people are not what u think they are and u are feeling insecure cos u dont know what to do or how to react... and this sucks cos it kinda bothers me like alot...

so i tried to change things and try to be good to this people so that in return they would atleast put aside their personal feeling, forget the past and like judge me accordingly... it is very very very unfair to me... but wth, nothing in this world was fair to me anyway... kinda had to suck it up..

BOTTOMLINE IS, MY LIFE SUCK VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!

CHOWW OOII SSAAII MOTHERFUCKERS!!!